Tuesday, April 17, 2007

Navigating through rough terrain

http://www.nibiruancouncil.com/html/navigatingemotionalclearing_ar.html

I could not possibly be happier in my personal life. Career...well, that's a different story. As a musician I have struggled throughout my career to find a home for my expressive musical style and tastes. Alas...without success. I have compromised only to find myself unsuccessful and uncomfortable being and doing something that was just not me.

Recently I have gone back to private teaching and I have found it much more rewarding than I did 10 years ago. Maybe it's because I'm much better at it now and much more comfortable in my own skin.

With anxiety and distractablilty issues I find myself having a hard time accessing a fruitful career. I'm currently in flux trying to mold several different options together to form enough income to call it a "living". We won't even begin to talk about affording health care if I end up as my own employer!!

So...I guess this is the beginning of the journey. May the terrain be gentle with me.

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